My Story :-1 (Will she accept my proposal )?

 Today is the last day of my college and I was going to see her for the last time. I fell in love with her from 1st year when I saw her for the first time in the college canteen, in clear words love at first sight happened. The entire college had a crush ; I was also one of them , many times I tried to propose her but was afraid why  I was afraid could not know ; AS DAYS BECAME WEEKS , WEEKS BECAME MONTHS AND MONTHS BECAME YEARS with time my luv for her increases more in my heart.

It's not that I didn't think of friendship with her , but whenever I tried to talk to her , always found her in anger , I would back down ; Now call it co-incidence or my bad luck , but let me tell you a secret , she looks even more cute in anger.

Well let's leave all these things , today is the last day of my college , that means a farewell function in  college and so before going to farewell ; I did physical practice and preparation in front of mirror and built up confidence a bit explained to the mind that this the last moment for you ; Always wanna be with this guilt that should have tried once and should have cleared by rejecting or accepting. 

By the way let me tell you one thing , I am a very decent boy never ever touched smoke or drink. But today not only touched but drank also just a little bit, Why I did let me explain you! Just like a booster is needed to boost any speed , in the same way , a drink is like a booster in the life of every of person but specially for boys, which boosts confidence so  that he can speak the truth which is very important for life which he cannot speak in his senses ; I did the same thing.